Subway.....

Last night we had Subway for dinner, well won't be having that again in a hurry, did my blood glucose levels and man they shot up after the Subway..... then the number 2's hit and bad.... think it was the Subway, my stomach made noises I have not heard before lol. 

My stomach and back are so sore from coughing so much......

No gym today, but am doing kindy drop off, hoping by tomorrow I can go back to exercise......

Feeling blah emotionally today, think its the lack of movement.... but I had a shower and got dressed, rather than back into a nighty.....

Back later :)

I changed our bedding and did a few other bits n bobs.... and picked some strawberries, we get about this much each day....

And they are still yummy..... need to pick the tomatoes again today as well. 

I am buggered, good thing I didn't go to the gym.....

I have done my nails, they are slightly longer than last time, lets see how they last, photo tomorrow maybe..... I am knackered now...... 

Today I had an emotional melt down, I was looking at dad's house listing and that sent me into a spiral..... being sick has made me be extra emotional I think..... I cried and couldn't stop crying, I could picture him in the kitchen, in his bed the days before he passed when I was staying there to help him.....in his lounge chair.... he built the house, well a lot of it and we had it in the family for 50 years....., even my grandfather came out from Holland for a few months and helped with the house......when my grandmother passed,  I could see mum cooking in the kitchen.... sewing in the room, in the bedroom, when she got really sick..... some days it seems like just yesterday other days it feels like months and months.... FUCK CANCER it has taken so many of our family, extended family....

Won't be back today, so catch you tomorrow...