Looking At Going Private.....

Just when things start looking good, the shit hit the fan yet again....

I can't talk about it online, unless I go private GGrrrrr Have Eli today...

A New Week....

I am tired, the weekend has caught up with me, was going to mow lawns but in all honesty I can't be bothered right now, will see how I feel later :)

Early this morning I got a txt from Steph to come over, poor little Eli had bad croup..... we managed to get him breathing better and think he might be back asleep, it was touch and go if we should go to hospital or not. He has Plunket today so will see what they say. We are still waiting on the hearing appointment for him. 

Did my kitchen housework this morning, and will do school drop off today.....

Well the weekend was rough, its the night times... First night Isaac went to sleep at 11pm and wee little munchkin Eli went to sleep at midnight, last night was slightly better Isaac was asleep about 8pm ish and Eli 11pm.....The rest of the weekend was ok.... They go home about 11am - 12pm ish...... Then I might sleep, have not had a good sleep either night lol. Now I don't have them for another 5 weeks..... :). 

Man we had some wicked thunder and lightening last night, but today looks like the worst of it is over for us. The good news with the shit weather not many fireworks went off....

Hope to mow the lawns tomorrow, weather dependant... and will have to go grocery shopping once the munchkins are gone. 

Prob Won't Be Around For The Next Few Days....

Not sure if I will be posting here or not the next few day's. have both the little munchkins for the weekend......

So not much else to report for now....

Whoops Forgot Again To Come Back....

Today not sure what is happening.... I will vacuum and mop the floors I suppose... I went outside watered the plants and just as I had finished it rained lol. I planted the Tomatoes and Cucumber plants and will do the passionfruit tomorrow or on the weekend. 

I will go and get a few groceries at some stage....

Oh and bloody fireworks going off already last night GGGGRRRRRR...

Hopefully I will be back... :)

And what the fuck, why let fireworks of this morning at about 9.30am and again now 11.30am.......

David is home, apparently sick - Did school drop off..... spoke to my sister for our weekly chat....

Today I have Eli....

Today is my one day a week, I have Eli..... he is getting so much easier to have now...

Not much else to say for now...

Change of plans, both munchkins are sick, I have Isaac here right now, Eli will come soonish as Steph has an appointment..... 

Today.......

Today is one year ago that Dad passed, it's been tough as each day got closer, I have had a good cry, and am sure there will be more today. I have been giving myself a few allowances this week. In a funny way I feel at piece right now kinda. 

David has today off, might finally go and get our tomato and cucumber plants and vote, as I will have the kids this weekend. 

Come tomorrow I need to refocus on me.... first of get back walking/swimming and also start having breakfast again, so I just don't pig out on junk, which I have been doing the last week. I need to make not only myself proud but also need to make Dad proud of me. 

My fish are doing good, and they are cute every morning when they see me walk to the tank to feed them they get so excited, its nice lol. Have watered the gardens this morning and will now see what the day holds. 

Oh and my haircut, not the best of photo's but it will do lol, no bleach just grey :)

Not sure if I mentioned but didn't do Halloween this year as in decorations, and won't be doing Christmas decorations this year as the kids are going to their dad's. David will be at his sisters, I might go to my sisters but might not, looking forward to having a few days to myself :)

We went and voted, and went to Mitre 10 and got some Tomatoes and Cucumber plants, and also brought two new Passionfruit Plants as our one out the back as sadly maybe died.... this time we will plant them with our other trees out our front area (the area by the lounge).