Day 328 - House...

 Today we are off to mum and dads house, first time I have been in it since dad passed, not looking forward to it, also going to the lawyers today....

Forgot to mention Davids work gave us a dinner voucher for one of our favourite restaurants...... looking forward to that....

My sisters partner, got rushed to hospital yesterday, appendicitis and a hernia, they are doing surgery for the appendix today and the hernia a bit further down the line.... 

What a few weeks we have had....

Anyway about to head out the door soon.....

Day 327 - Davids Bro.....

Today Davids brother is coming to stay, he is flying up from Wellington, this afternoon, it is there sisters 60th birthday bash on Saturday, I am not going, socialising right now is not good for me....., he is here till Sunday morning, then flying back to Wellington.....

Fuck we had some heavy winds and rain last night, it was horrible.... am sleeping crap anyway without added wind and rain....

Today need to vacuum and mop the floors and thats about it.....

Didn't do my nails yesterday, maybe today :)

Floors vacuumed and mopped.....

Day 326 - Been Fluffing....

 Been fluffing around this morning.....

Photos of the changes in the dining room/sunroom area..... ignore the lamp by the cricut machine that has to go somewhere else.....

And photos of Little Eli....

Oh and one more photo of the Christmas tree, want to get a huge one this year in the sales, as we have massively high ceilings in most of the house.....

Day 325 - What Will Today Bring....

Today not sure of plans, may drop Isaac off, but not sure if his dad will do it, he is down till tomorrow.... he has been a godsend these last couple of weeks....

Hmmmm might make the lemon slices today, operative word being 'might' again lol. Think I will do my nails as well..... might perk me up.......

We have some nearly ready strawberries, now the birds are not eating them - yay......

Back Later :)

Well to keep busy I shifted stuff around and lots of stuff, moved the nail desk back inside and set it up as a nail studio area again...... not sure when I will start but it is all ready to go again, I then moved all my cricut stuff into another area, I was moving desks etc all around, moved the dinning room table back into the sunroom..... I am hot and sweaty but it did kill time :)

Day 324 - Hard...

 Well one week ago approx time 4.45am, dad passed away, I was awake this morning, wishing I had stayed the night... still waiting on the death certificate...

Back to old routine now, David starts back at work, on Thursday afternoon his brother is flying in from Wellington, and staying here as it is sisters 60th birthday lunch (and they are living in a tiny house as there house burnt down back at the beginning of the year and still being repaired.....), he is here till Sunday, on Saturday is the lunch, I am not going, not in the mood to socialise with lots of people.....

Anyway about to go and clean the shower missed the last couple of weeks, and do my weekly Monday jobs....

Well thats all done..... need to go and tie the Mandarin tree so it doesn't flop over and the two little tomato plants.... might do that now....

Day 323 - Isaac Here....

Isaac stayed last night, yesterday was rough for me with him, he was such a good boy, but very chatty, it got to much, but he had a good sleep so that was good, 12 hours in fact.....

Finished the bird netting over the strawberries yesterday...

We have so much lettuce, because I had been away and just not in the mood for cooking and David not going to work, it has got out of control a little. Tonight we are having homemade hamburgers...... Oh and yes I need to weed the gardens thats a job for tomorrow on my to do list......

Gardens have been watered.....

Well gardens didn't need watering, we had rain........ Isaac went home about 10 ish, and then I tried to game, but couldn't concentrate, we went and got a few groceries we needed, and that was about it..... The nights are so hard, this time of the night, I would have been waiting for dad to come online for our video chat, the last few months, we chatted night and mornings..... it fucking sucks.....

Anyway lets see how the morning goes, David is back at work, and I can not remember the last time he didn't ring between, 9am and 12pm its been years, unless he had a doctor appointment.....

Hell I was at the supermarket and saw the bread rolls dad loved, and I got him in his shopping, since he could no longer make bread and burst into tears....

Fuck life.....

Day 322 - Bird Netting Done....

Today we will finish the bird netting, it is on but just need to nail the nails in to the wood, so we can open and close it to weed it.....

No other plans 

This time last week we were at the hospital........

On Friday, need to go to the lawyers... then I am going to visit the home, I am scared it will be the first time since dad left us...