I don't know why I feel like this, well I do but why is it hitting me so hard.....
No gym today, still can't rid of the cough and really don't want to be coughing like this in the gym.....
Might clean the car today....
Well cleaning car won't be happening, its raining, so moved a small amount of furniture..... I was looking for lego head that fell behind the TV, found it yay, in the meantime moved the TV a bit.... might dust the lounge next.....
Last night we had Subway for dinner, well won't be having that again in a hurry, did my blood glucose levels and man they shot up after the Subway..... then the number 2's hit and bad.... think it was the Subway, my stomach made noises I have not heard before lol.
My stomach and back are so sore from coughing so much......
No gym today, but am doing kindy drop off, hoping by tomorrow I can go back to exercise......
Feeling blah emotionally today, think its the lack of movement.... but I had a shower and got dressed, rather than back into a nighty.....
Back later :)
I changed our bedding and did a few other bits n bobs.... and picked some strawberries, we get about this much each day....
I am buggered, good thing I didn't go to the gym.....
I have done my nails, they are slightly longer than last time, lets see how they last, photo tomorrow maybe..... I am knackered now......
Today I had an emotional melt down, I was looking at dad's house listing and that sent me into a spiral..... being sick has made me be extra emotional I think..... I cried and couldn't stop crying, I could picture him in the kitchen, in his bed the days before he passed when I was staying there to help him.....in his lounge chair.... he built the house, well a lot of it and we had it in the family for 50 years....., even my grandfather came out from Holland for a few months and helped with the house......when my grandmother passed, I could see mum cooking in the kitchen.... sewing in the room, in the bedroom, when she got really sick..... some days it seems like just yesterday other days it feels like months and months.... FUCK CANCER it has taken so many of our family, extended family....
Won't be back today, so catch you tomorrow...
First off, I don't have Covid... so just a fucking head cold, that won't disappear.....
No pool today, I would probably drown.... and no gym, don't want to spread what I have.... and also would probably collapse....
Dad's open home, had 5 people through, one nosy neighbour lol.... 2 people have come back for 2nd viewings....
And thats it for now....
I am finally starting to feel better, so going to have tomorrow off from gym and hope to be back into it on Wednesday....... Strepsils are helping with the cough.....
Isaac has had his hair shaved, he looks so different.....
Thats me for today, catch you all tomorrow.....
Yip still sick.... sore throat has gone but OMG my head.... it is pounding.
Not much going to happen today, think I might take a covid test later.....just to rule that out.
Oh and dad's house has it's second open home again today.....
Back later....
I thought I would be able to a walk this morning, nope ain't happening, in bed by 7pm and slept like crap....
My throat is so bloody sore, my head is pounding, I am going to have a shower soon and get back in my nighty, think the shower will make me feel better...
I feel a fraction better being upright, doubt my nails will get done today....
Back later maybe....
Had a shower and decided to get dressed, felt better for a few minutes but not now - yip you are going to hear me moaning all day and possibly tomorrow lol.
Still crappy, wont be going to the gym tomorrow unless I get better over the next 12 - 14 hours......
Catch you tomorrow....
I have been craving junk food a bit lately as you know.... yesterday when I was doing groceries I got a teeny tiny bag of mini eggs, that helped a teeny tiny bit.... I had been craving chips or something so for dinner tonight we had nacho's that worked I hope, I expected my blood glucose to go up quite a bit, but it didn't I din't have to many nachos, and had mainly the mince and bacon, cheese and sour cream.
Weigh in, gained 800 grams... still constipated.
No gym today, have a sore throat and feel like crap.....
Catch you later....
I have done the housework, that I didn't do yesterday.... so all done for the week, then dropped Isaac of at kindy.
Woke up at 4.30am this morning..... ggggrrrrr.
I have some new gel polishes arriving today, thinking I might do my nails today or might do them tomorrow, David is working in the morning tomorrow.
Still feel like crap....
And as the day goes on I am getting worse... so will sign of for today and see what tomorrow brings....
I am feeling really off today, well this week actually, even though I am dressed and ready for the gym, I don't want to go..... not even sure if I will, hoping having Eli here will cheer me up....
It was lucky I had no junk food in the house the past few days, I would have pigged out....
Anyway back later, hopefully after the gym....
Went to the gym, did upper body and burnt 450 Active Calories in about 50 minutes.... did I enjoy it nope, tomorrow will be a day off, as I am hopefully having Eli tonight, providing he is not to sick, he had a bit of a snotty nose yesterday.
Anyway thats me for now, have kindy drop off this morning.
Oh and I am constipated which isn't helping and that also means the scales are up about a kilo..... grrrrr just when I hit the 40 kilo lost.
Eli has just came for the day... and now he has gone home, he had really bad croup through the night, so best he stay with mum tonight.
Thats about me for now, I may go to the gym tomorrow morning now... will see what I feel like in the morning.
Catch you all tomorrow :)
