Today is one year ago that Dad passed, it's been tough as each day got closer, I have had a good cry, and am sure there will be more today. I have been giving myself a few allowances this week. In a funny way I feel at piece right now kinda.
David has today off, might finally go and get our tomato and cucumber plants and vote, as I will have the kids this weekend.
Come tomorrow I need to refocus on me.... first of get back walking/swimming and also start having breakfast again, so I just don't pig out on junk, which I have been doing the last week. I need to make not only myself proud but also need to make Dad proud of me.
My fish are doing good, and they are cute every morning when they see me walk to the tank to feed them they get so excited, its nice lol. Have watered the gardens this morning and will now see what the day holds.
Not sure if I mentioned but didn't do Halloween this year as in decorations, and won't be doing Christmas decorations this year as the kids are going to their dad's. David will be at his sisters, I might go to my sisters but might not, looking forward to having a few days to myself :)
We went and voted, and went to Mitre 10 and got some Tomatoes and Cucumber plants, and also brought two new Passionfruit Plants as our one out the back as sadly maybe died.... this time we will plant them with our other trees out our front area (the area by the lounge).
November 1st was 48 years since my Mum died... so long to not have a mother. It will get easier for you and at least you have the lovely memories of your life with him.
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