4 days till settlement, and it is 9 months today that dad left us......
It is going to be so hard this week...
Today's plans might have Eli for a bit, maybe a nice distraction..... and prep the chicken for dinner - yip real exciting stuff....
I ended up driving Steph and Isaac to school drop off, she was going to let him stay home when he threw a tantrum, I am so close to kicking her out, I can't do her added stress as well right now.
I am taking some time off from here, see you when I see you - when ever that would be, I need to get in a better head space.
Fuck everything right now, my mental health is boder-line right now and I could cope if I didn't have her crap to deal with.
Take care ..Peta
ReplyDeleteBloody kids huh? You do so much for them. Could step away a little from her. I know she lives next door and you love the boys but perhaps it's time to just say no and look after yourself. You can't help her at the moment and you just need to look after you.
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