Last Night I had My First Coke, Zero Sugar in Months...

Last night I felt like a pick me up and had a coke zero sugar, first one in months, I hated every minute of it lol, I didnt even finish the glass lol, I don't know how I used to drink so much of it lol. I am glad I hated it.... lol

No walk today, going to have Eli for the day, and he uses all my energy, am going to take him for a walk later maybe, so that might be my walk for the day, though it will be a slow one I am sure.... 

Ended up doing drop off with Eli, that was interesting.... Eli is having a nap now so had some lunch, been asleep for nearly an hour so prob wake up soon. Be nice if he slept another hour lol. Oh Isaac didn't go to school visit, it was to much for mum and dad... and I can't do everything...

Here is the little man..., he will be 1 in 4 weeks.

Eli went home about 3ish, and then Isaac stayed for a couple of hours..... now both kids are home and I am exhausted, I can't remember the last time I have had a kid free day.

Plan for tomorrow, I have Eli in the morning and she does drop off, then I said she has to have Eli back no later than 12pm as I have nail clients in the afternoon, on Saturday I will be dropping J (dad) to Tauranga to stay with a friend for a week, Steph wants to try a week without him, I know what will be happening, it will be lumped on me I am 100% sure. I didn't even get a bloody thanks from her for having Eli from 7.30am - 3pm. J is very thankful and appreciative. I want to show those kids some love cause right now all she loves is her phone, am I angry with her hell yes.... I was trying to talk to her when she came to get Eli, and all she could do was be on her bloody phone, I was/am fuming. 

Anyway thats me for today, I am tired and stressed and need to calm down. 

Oh and going for my walk number 4/5 tomorrow.